7 weeks of attending lectures, tutorials and doing tutorial questions, today, finally is the last paper of common test, officially is a 2 weeks break from now. I must say that I didn't really do well or study really hard for the common test. If I can pass, I can only pass it with a "just pass" grade. If I will to fail, and a retest is require, I will put in my best effort to obtain a full marks, but it is capped at 50%.

Went back Bishan to collect my ITE certificate, talk to some of the teachers who had taught me before. I should thank one of the lecturers for changing my mind-set. I told her that I want to quit, I can predict that this common test I will not do well because example today exam, the day before then start revising, where got sufficient time for me to study? I told her that my grade will pull down just because of the common test, I just worry about the academic results, "isn't it silly to quit because the first attempt u did badly, you have 3 years, surely u can pull up the grade if you are hardworking" rather than quit and wait for 1 yr and NP don't accept you, what are you going to do then? She replies.

She asks me to list down all the problems that I actually faced, worked on it and try to solve it. I must admit that the first week of school, I am very slack, sleep during lectures and tutorials, a "hack care" attitude, working, things that I don’t know I leave it aside, accumulate, accumulate, the load is getting bigger and bigger, finally I decide to end the problem by quitting. Quitting doesn't solve the problems, it is to end it.

This 2 weeks I gonna make full use of it. Study and study, I want to clear all my doubts before school reopens and also at the same time go out with my friends. Miss all of u lehz! A holiday which is not a holiday for me.

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