Ever since I start a new life in the poly, I had been very busy. I don’t know what the cause of it was. Lecture is very difficult to understand, tutorial is difficult to answer. I don’t know who I can clarify my doubts with. Who????!!! Why I can’t find a single person? All of u think it so easy, but if you people will to be caught under the same situation, will you all feel the same too??go and ask people, ask people.. Who can I ask??!! *sick man* Lecture is so boring that I tend to fall asleep but I force myself to keep my eyes wide open.

Why people who are same as me progress from ITE can understand while I don’t, I feel that I am stupid, see them so hardworking, feel so useless. They can do it, why I can’t?

That time when I receive the call from the poly, all of them were so delighted. Want to sponsor my education etc. For now, I feel that they are wasting their money, the confidence they had given me. I can’t do even a simple job. Sign!

Common test is around the corner yet I don’t understand every core modules. Accounts which I’m strong in at ITE, poly I don’t understand. Haha, what a joke man…?

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